My Breast Cancer Journey:
From Diagnosis to Finding Strength
When I first heard the words "breast cancer," my world changed in an instant. I often ask myself, "How did I find out?" This question has become a part of my story, a journey I now share with others in the hope that it may provide insight, comfort, or guidance to those facing similar challenges.
In this narrative, I reveal the personal experiences, emotions, and moments that led to my diagnosis. By sharing my journey, I aim to offer support and clarity to anyone navigating their own path with breast cancer. My hope is that my story will resonate with you, provide reassurance, and inspire strength during difficult times.
Feel free to explore my journey and connect with the lessons learned along the way. Remember, you are not alone, and there is always hope and support available.
In December 2020, I discovered a small, pea-sized lump in my right breast. Concerned, I mentioned it to my partner, who urged me to see a doctor immediately. I scheduled an appointment for December 21—just two days before my 38th birthday.
Due to the holiday season, I faced delays in getting a mammogram and ultrasound. We traveled to Adelaide for the festivities, but a week later, I noticed the lump had grown to the size of a small potato, and my breast skin appeared bruised. I was terrified. Despite being reassured at the emergency room that it might not be serious, I researched my symptoms and discovered that redness could be a sign of breast cancer.
On January 2, I finally had a mammogram and ultrasound. Despite being under 40, my GP insisted on these tests. A few days later, I received devastating news from my GP: "You need to see a breast surgeon now." The urgency of this message became a recurring theme in the months that followed.
The next day, I met with a breast surgeon at a private cancer clinic. By then, the lump had grown to a 6cm tumor, and the reality of cancer hit hard. The surgeon recommended a biopsy and a consultation with an IVF clinic. The rapid pace of events was overwhelming, and I vividly remember asking if I would lose my hair, tears streaming down my face.
Over the next month, I underwent IVF, a PET scan, biopsies, and began chemotherapy. I was diagnosed with an aggressive form of inflammatory breast cancer, estrogen-positive and HER2-positive, affecting my right breast and axillary lymph nodes. It was shocking to realize my body had allowed this cancer to grow undetected for at least a year, manifesting through a visible sign on my skin.
The treatment journey was grueling: six months of chemotherapy, multiple surgeries, and six weeks of radiotherapy. Each chemotherapy session came with challenging side effects, including hair loss, which deeply impacted my confidence and self-image. I struggled with feeling unrecognizable and labeled as a cancer patient.
Yet, throughout this ordeal, my body stood by me. I continued working and walking my dog, drawing on an inner strength to stay positive and cherish time with loved ones. I believe cancer comes into our lives for a reason. For me, it was a call for spiritual healing and self-reflection. Engaging in spiritual practices helped me address deeper issues and find a renewed connection to my true self.
Today, I feel like I have a second chance at life. Thanks to my cancer journey and spiritual growth, I live more in the present, focus my energy wisely, and remain more aware of life's blessings. I'm incredibly grateful for this new chapter and the life I'm now living.
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Love, Macarena